I miss you. I tried to think of a better sentence to start this email but all I could muster were the words 'I miss you'. Maybe because it's been several days since I last held your hands and it will be several months more before I see you again. Or maybe because I didn't spend enough time watching you as you sleep at night or I didn't spend enough time talking to you in your sleep. I didn't hug you enough or I didn't kiss you enough. I should have.
I should have told you how much I love you or how much you mean to me. How my world would be so empty without you. How you make everything so.. colorful so beautiful. How pretty you look when you raise your eyebrows and smile or how cute you get when you're jealous and you want to 'stake claim'.
Time. I want to spend every passing moment in your arms. I want to spend every second, every minute with you beside me. Am I selfish for wanting you all to myself? Am I selfish because even though we spent almost two years together, it's still not enough. How I would give everything to turn back time and redo everything all over again. I wouldn't do things differently, but perhaps I'll hold you a little bit more or kiss you a few second longer.
My heart belongs to you. I know... from the very moment when you told me that you love me, I know I want to spend my whole life with you. You're too easy to fall in love with. I give you my heart, please take care of it and in return I will take care of your heart.
Wait for me. I'll be back and when I do, I will never ever leave you.
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