Missin You

Every since you logged out from our chat, I miss you. I can never get enough by just looking at your face or hearing your voice. It will have to do for now. But, I wish to be able to eventually reach out and touch you. To do the things I used to. I miss the hugs, the kisses and the cuddles.

I miss being able to hold you anytime I wanted. I miss being able to tell you how I felt or how my day was. I miss seeing your smiles. I miss looking at you while your busy doing your geeky stuff on either your computer or your 'war face' when you play a game on your psp.

Baby, small things like holding and kissing your hands. A pat in the back, a small hug and your cute laughter. The times when we get all crazy and sing songs with our 'dance steps' is what I miss the most.

Each time we go out to go shopping for our food or if we go out on one of those food trips. Or when we feel like staying home hugging each other. Or each time you watch your movies and I always try to disturb you by asking for hugs or kisses til you eventually have to close the movie down. Or the times when we just stay home t listen to music or cook each other food.

I miss cooking you breakfast and massaging or scratching your back. I miss the times when we go to Babag and do our laundry. I wish you were still here **sniff, sniff**. I wish I asked you to stay a bit longer or hugged you a bit tighter or kissed you a little bit harder before you left.

I wish I was able to show you how much you mean to me and that I love you so much. To tell you that I will be here for you. Tell you that someday we will see each other again. Assure you that I will always be true to you and no one will ever come in the way of what I feel for you.

Your are my life, my love, my all. I can never be complete without you. I will always long for you, for your love. I entrust my heart to you. I trust you my baby. I know you love me and that you would never do anything to hurt me. I can already imagine what it would be like to spend my lifetime with you. I know that is my dream. To be always with you. To make you mine.

Thank you. For teaching me that love is not always giving but receiving too. Thank you for making me feel so loved and so important. Thank you for the love and affection that you have shown me. Thank you for the wonderful memories we shared and for the memories that we will still be sharing. I will never forget you. You will always be here in my heart.